Saturday, December 31, 2005

This week is pretty happening for me~ really wanted to write alot but now, i'm pretty tired, so shall make this entry short.
took part in this competition which is called "the world through my eyes". sinyee, nyap and i are supposed to come up with a 1 min video clip featuring what the colour "green" mean to us. we're competing against 11 other schools. and Channel news asia will be doing a kindda like footage on our process of doing the video clip.



sinyee is holding on to an N90 Nokia phone which we're using to film the 1 min video. and according to nyap, its market price is $1400!!

the person on the extreme left is sally, the producer. man! i think she's got personality~

According to lim zt, most Ah Lian(s) (sally is a self proclaimed ah lian) has got personality. thus i proudly proclaimed that i shall be an ah lian, and lim zt actually destroyed my self esteem by rebuking "你作 Ah Soh 还差不多啦!"



we saw another crew filimg outside the hawker centre. i haven seen any TV crew there ever since i've enter TJ. what luck! btw, the 2 in the pics are michelle chia and gurmit singh

this is me, but this time the emphasis is neither on the phone, nor the beauty in the picture. lolx... see that small "singapore idol logo"? according to the camera man, it was used to film news of "singapore idol"

basically all the photos shown above are taken 2 days ago.


after a hard day's work of editing~

on the extreme right is zhenbin, who's been cooking up in the IT room all day long to read Initial D manga. the one beside him is Yexian, my pal in the competition. peksia is my faithful editing IT partner who handles all the computer works. and she's always so patient to fix all the irritating problems the com cooks up. while i'm in shorts cos i stained my skirt. (yes, with blood)

luckily got peksia ard~!! u've saved my day.

not forgeting CNA's crew Mark(i haven't had a picture of him), who is really a Mr Nice Guy, coming down all the way to fix our computer probs! 3 cheers~!

ps: catch us on national TV next Sat, 9.30, channel news asia. :)

Monday, December 26, 2005

what does green make you think of? or what emotion does it evoke? please give me some creative ideas. thanks ppl. :)
HO HO HO~! just came back from malaysia, read quite a few blogs, i'm really touched i'm remembered, by some of the people whom i never knew took up quite some space in my teeny whiny heart. :) so there goes, i am also INSPIRED by dear xiaoyuan to really thank some people. :) how should i categorise leh?

Not in order of merit
*teachers
*immersion buddies
*PW mates
*long time best fren
*CCC freaks



*teachers
first on the lists are my beloved teachers. OMG~ teachers are so important in my life!!

LLB>>
thanks for being my motivation even after i've left ahs! although i dun get to listen to your freakingly funny jokes or attend your dramatised clit lessons as often as i used to, your encourgements and DIScourgement(激将法) really spur me on to keep that passion for the languge. u are, and shall always be my most inspiring teacher~ :)

XuSzeWei Laoshi>>
hey, dun think u'd be reading, but anyway, i hope that poem didn't bring abt any misunderstanding? yup. i wanna thank u for all the inspiration this year. I've really enjoyed your lessons. it's sad that good things always come to an end. Sob***:( thanks for all the things (be it knowledge or issues on life) which you've bothered to share with me. :) i hope someday i can also acheive what u have - to be true to oneself and ppl ard, and keep the deep passion for chinese. :)

*Immersion buddies

fatima>>
i cant tell u how thankful i am with your company during the whole trip!! heehehh... and i discovered alot of dark secrets during the trip.. whHoOohOoo who wants me to update? and i think u are a nice pal, smart but not cocky. at all. :) i want more interactions with you!!

xiaoyuan>>
hiyo... can dun be so nice to everyone??!! lolx... u are just like a God-sent angel. really... i wanna thank u for being ever there to listen and chat with me and hear me crap and irritate u. haha...

Chengxi>>
hey there~ we must organise a group outing someday yah~ thanks for helping out. i'm really a big sotong! enjoyed ur assistence. :)

junyi>>
peanuts! u are crunchy!!
yes i like ur humour lah~ and dun go back to ur depressed and no confidence self! cos u have alot of potential!

alyssa and trina>>
hiyo... u all very angmoh leh!! hahaha... i miss those days. i like alyssa's hug and trina's whine. :P

ah He>>
thanks for sitting beside me for all the rides!! Man.. it's so stress to sit beside a teacher! Jinghe saves my day!!! hahah... i wun forget how my slightest, totally not funny at all joke can make both of us break out into sudden ourtburst of laughter. thanks for bringing so much joy~ and we must work hard together and get into a chinese U together k!

*PW mates
thanks all three for tolerating with my irritating demands. lolx... and thanks for always attempting to help me de -stress. thanks for fighting the battle with me till the end. and thanks for the troubles, the sweat, the late night net surfing and also for listening to me complain. lolx...

SerRrr>> i must thank u for helping out so much! and doing the mins.

San>> thanks for the ideas and all the contributions, and for always having to carry the heavy laptop ard.:)

beryl>> haha... i think i always get on your nerves~ thanks for bringing the joy and sunny mood into the grp meetings!

*long time best fren
u should noe who u r. anyway, i am amazed how our frenship has lasted for so long and still counting. :) thanks for all the heart to heart talks, for sharing our little secrets, for bullying me, for reprimanding me when i am not dealing with things the right way, for standing up for me when someone bullies me, for encouraging me when i'm down. OMG, dun start tearing when u see this LOLX!!! my bday's coming hor!!! hahahaha...

*CCC freaks

zhanting>>
dunno why but i just feel very comfortable being myself when i'm ard u. aiya... and ur interminable spastic outbursts nv fail to amuse me. and thanks for always being so generous(not just money wise lah!) and pls dun keep making me take taxi cos i really not $ le! life without u wouldn't have been half as fun~ i hope our frenship nv ends. :)

wenjie>>
known you for... woah, 10 years le! so long!! u are another one whom i can always feel comfortable ard. :) hope that even in future we'd end up in the same school somehow. and somehow we always do, don't we?

i'm getting lazy typing already!! aiya... yah, i also wanna thanks sinyee and nyap and zhenbin or cos, for all the fun times we have had together, and has yet to come! :)

for those not mentioned, Please dun feel offended and think that u are forgotten, it's just that i'm a little brain dead now and has to be out of the house in 5 mins time!

Monday, December 19, 2005

New year resolution

1. to join tjc calligraphy club

2. to learn to cook 5 dishes by June nest year

3. to meet datelines on time

4. to be more responible when dealing with studies, tasks and promises

5. to learn to keep promises.

6. to keep the passion for Chinese

7. to get a C for maths for JCT

8. to aim to pass all math tests

9. to be nicer to everyone

10. to pay attention when someone's talking

11. to finish readin all the books bought in China by 2007

Wednesday, December 14, 2005


拥挤的城市很寂寞。
haiZ... 有点郁闷,不想讲话,所以在这里打字。
奇怪的男仔
表面上我是半个男人
实际上我是一个女人
所以也会
闹情绪
面朝大海 春暖花开 海子

从明天起,做一个幸福的人
喂马,劈柴,周游世界
从明天起,关心粮食和蔬菜
我有一所房子,面朝大海,春暖花开

从明天起,和每一个亲人通信
告诉他们我的幸福
那幸福的闪电告诉我的
我将告诉每一个人

给每一条河每一座山取一个温暖的名字
陌生人,我也为你祝福
愿你有一个灿烂的前程
愿你有情人终成眷属
愿你在尘世获得幸福
我只愿面朝大海,春暖花开

Sunday, December 11, 2005

刚刚房里来了个大扫除,收拾这,看到一些朋友送的东西,勾起了我一些中学时代的回忆。


这些东西都是同一个朋友送的。看起来没什么特别,可是因为这个朋友很特别,所以我也特别地珍惜。(诗韵今天特别词穷,用了很多“特别”)

哪四只笔原本是有五只的,我把红色的那只给弄不见了。原本还有个生日卡和一个postcard, 因为我把他们夹在我的私密日记里,而我又弄丢了那本日记。。。 所以他们也都不翼而飞了。当时我还很慌张地一直找那本日记,可是就是找不到。

图里的小猪,想当年,它还是我的一股推动力,无论是应付测验、考试、功课,(尤其是中华文学) 我都会摆在桌前激励自己。 :)


这是我今天大扫除的另一收获。中一、二时,一位很要好的朋友。要不是今天整理房间时偶然发现,我早已忘了它的存在。现在我们都没联络了。大家都变了。为什么就不能以不变应万变呢?

Saturday, December 10, 2005

修华文如果只求略知,不求细解
诗韵请你不要修下去了,你永远学不好。

扎根

在这里
你可以把根扎得稳稳的
这里
有春风的莅临
有炎夏的热情
有秋叶的相行
唯找不着
冬天的凋零

在这里
你可以把根扎得稳稳的
这里
纯朴的民风
是清新的雨露
滋润着你似乎以被现实
扭曲得不成形状的心窝

那孩子的笑声
你说 --
他是最真
那不为名利奔波的脚步声
你说--
它是最踏实
它是最真

田里的香稻
耕种这过程
你说 --
它是最实在
它让你感动最深

你绝对可以在这里
稳稳地扎根


请接受我的一声“对不起”, 如果我的诗破坏了你的照片。

Friday, December 09, 2005

Pimples are punctuating my face! this is the worst pimple attack in 5 years! i need to spend some time at home recuperating.lolx...

i'm pretty proud of my accomplishment today, having printed out a 4 pages long 「红楼梦』人物关系表。and believe it or not, after 4 days of intensive reading (as intensive as the rate pimples are growing on my face), i've only reached chap 9, page 135. i must jiayou le!

okok... pimples aside. let's view some of the nice pics i took in CHINA!!! pictures says a thousand words. yeh!! I LOVE CHINA!


我的中国之行

>> This is shiyun at beijing airport. 一脸的幸福哦!

>> 毛主席,你受寒了!

我的 TJ 同志!

>> 李老师的“一言九鼎”

>> 看!诗韵也可以当皇帝~

>> 恐怖份子?! 是美女雷雅淳啦!

>> 斗胆在本小姐面前骂粗话!

>> 再累也要先拍张自恋照。

>> “衣加衣” 万岁!朋友万岁!

>> 我们的 “满汉全席” 未完成,这只是已上桌的菜的 2/3 。。。

>> 出国也不忘搞 LES!

有位中国籍老翁,边趴长城边喘气说: “长城啊,长城。。。(喘气,再喘气) 你还真是他妈的长啊!”



>> 诗韵!你有完没完,是不是没人肯帮你拍照?尽是拍这些自恋照!

>> 阿禾,别抢我的镜头!

>> 许老师最喜欢的柳树~


>> 牧羊人

>> 北京美丽的夕阳


>> 书包鼓鼓的,是不是很"sua gu" 呢?

>> 巴金的掌印。李老师,你的生日和巴金同一天!

>> 林诗韵与徐志摩合影~

>> 店小二~来壶茶咧!

>> 北京的枫叶

>> 北海公园是个很浪漫的地方。 :)

>> 来到了。。。 北大!!

>> 有谁能不对这清静宜人的美丽校园一见钟情呢?

>> 周庄水乡

其实真的很不舍得和北京挥手告别。没有落泪,因为,我们一定要再会。 :)

我爱北京!也爱中国! :)

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

aiya....dun feel like blogging about my china trip, cos i alredy wrote alot in my diary. dun wanna replicate or try to bring back some feelings, cos it wouldn't have been as intense or as real as when i've written in my diary when i've been there. yah... um... yah.. so blog about my random thoughts ba.

i just came out with a short simple english poem.

Never tell someone u like
the sacred three words
Dun break the magic
of a precious friendship. :)

real short huH. that's all for today.
i miss my 2 teachers!! when will they be back?!

Sunday, December 04, 2005

i'm back. yes i'm back. actually i dun wish to let anyone know i'm back. and in fct, i hate being back, sadly, i'm really back.

just returned from china, so by right should be typing in chi. but considering my typing in chinese speed haven shown much improvement from the snail pace of 3 words/min, i think i will write in english for the moment.

first thing first. i think i really ought to show my gratitude to some of my friends who were on this tripwith me, some of the precious lessons i learnt from them.

to xiaoyuan:
i haven really interacted with you on this whole trip but really, i've learn alot from you, observing you, reflecting on myself. you know what, b4 the trip, i've always thought, how come so many people tagged on your blog, is it because you r cute and sweet? or is it that you are popular? but this trip proved me wrong. it's because you have a big heart.
the incident which really impacted me most was when you care to drop some money into the beggar's tin, even though all of us choose to 漠视。i felt ashamed of myself, i didn't bother.
also when doreen was sick, you were there to take care of her, and you always try to meet the needs of people.
and also, not just the beggar, you care about people arond you, remembering to show gratitude even for the slight thing others do for you. BIG HEART. cheers to xiaoyuan. :)

actually i also wanna blog about some other wonderful peope i've meet on the trip, but i shall do it some other day yah, i need to give a call to by best fren first. :D
给自己的诗

请你一定要抱着满腔的执着
向那看似不可能的追求前进
请你一定要忘了那遍地的荆棘
和赤足步行于其中
你所必须承受的蹂躏

请你一定要放弃一切太合理的理由
只要你喜欢
即使逆着方向也要用心去追求
请你一定要记得时间对你所有的宽容
为了报恩
你必须一直往前冲

不停地往前冲。