Monday, March 27, 2006

i am high today.
didn't accomplish much today for the play but did have a lot of fun.
fun watching yuyang and zhenyi act as couple. hmm... amusing.. man they are natural
and happie cos cher joining as my stepmom!
and i made a bet with yuyang.
that if i can attract 20 peeps to join ccc by next fri then she'll stay permanently.
whew.~ i hope we make it.
fun watching daryl and cuishan act.
but our girl got a shock of her life today.
fun watching charkiat improves and xiujuan trying.
fun having jieying over to help out.
fun watching wenjie and yuyang joke and gets "intimate"
fun walking home with a bunch of crazy peeps.
大家加油!

Friday, March 24, 2006

a sudden urge to post a long entry. wonder if it'd last.

anyway this few weeks really plagued with quite alot of things to do.

on mr tong:
everytime i have to see him, i freak out. since i have to make annoucement on wed, cant avoid seeing him, was so nervous i praticed the announcement with cuishan upteem times before entering his room. and he was in a good mood today, listening to "童话",weird.. haha... he even asked us whether we have minus one track of 童话。 i told him can download but illegally. and he says not to do it. lol... and so i noticed he's a christian cos i saw a devotion book and a christianiy related book which its title i've forgotten.

on mr veera:
went to listen to his talk at lt2 today. as usual, his talks set us in deep tots. and Hotel Rwanda is an awesome movie~ go watch it if u haven't.

on LEP scholarship:
i've recieved a paper from penglaoshi informing me that the LEP scholarship has been renewed CONDITIONALLY. penglaoshi told me to start working hard. yes i have to and i need to. haiz.... haha... i'm the only one in the class to receive that paper cos the rest are renewed automatically. i am one of the worst LEP scholarships in terms of results. thanks for teachers who have put in positive comments(hopefully), so that i have one more chance. which really lead me to my next point.

on no time to study:
the timtable is so sparse. haiz... i only have fri when i can go home early, and gotta stay back in sch for cca 3 times a week... yeh, no doubt it's fun lah. budden this year odd to be a mugging year right? i feel so distracted.

on stress:
daddy actually scare me with a heavy financial responsibilit, saying his CPF going to dry out in 1-2 years time, and once i graduate from Uni, i have to start paying for the house's loan of $1500 month in cash. OMG. i was like thinking in my heart:"why are u saying this to me now?" i dun even know if i can get a schlorship for Uni and i don't even know if i have to get loans for higher education and pay for it once i graduate. i dun even know if i would have the financial capabilities to support 4 parents. yah.. i am really using alot of money for my education and food and shelter. haiz... i am a selfish kid. because at that point i thought i felt daddy pushing all the responsiblities wholesale to me immediately after i graduate. dunno if he had even tot of my uni education. haiz...
mummy, in contrast, told me before that if daddy really cant afford to let u go Uni, she will support my education. so touched.... and she always say things like, next time when i grow up, dun nid to give her alot of money, just give her and uncle $200 to $300, enough for food can le. haiz... mummy and daddy are really worlds apart. but den again. daddy really have supported me all these years lah, and spent alot of $.
mummy and daddy always say different things. i cant hep but compare. haha... sometimes i even wonder if daddy love me more or love money more.
afterall, this is a pragmatic society where money is all it matters. the cost of living here is so high.

on academic stress:
i am so way behind. haiz...

on luyuan:
the tickets should be out soon, pls support. :)

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

4 hrs is an excruciating long time to spend alone in school.
cant concetrate.

haha...
so today i jokingly ask 张老师,“老师,今天没有Lep S hor."
and his reply: "这是没智商的人讲的话"
hahahah...

arGGGggg... my long break...

so i tried reading HLM and read til 元春keep crying and 贾母and the family keep crying cos she's got to return to the palace.
so poorthingy.
then i thought maybe i'm getting a little way to sentimental.
and it's made me recall how when i was young, i always cry every weekend when i have to leave mama's hse. that was back when i was in pri 3/4. can totally understand how yuan chun felt. lol...

and the cute funny part is, i used to always picture my mama's face on the moon when i missed her. the full moon is supposed to symbolise 思亲之愁? wow... not bad, so my interest for chinese lit started then. lolx...

crapping...

and i think i'm too engrossed in my own world and has became rather insensitive to other ppl's needs. i must working on that~

Monday, March 20, 2006

YEH!! new timetable~!
shorter days.
"yeh" is a good word to describe a happy feeling.
lol... haha... ok, i'm catching on chuishan's virus.

peeps, if u all noe any violent guy(in TJ)
and likes to gesticulate alot
very expressive with actions.
PLEASE INFORM ME!
I'M DESPERATE FOR GUYS!!!
haha.... for a male lead role actually. :X

Friday, March 17, 2006

really enjoy seeing my grp members bond
and doing crazy stuff together with them.
like...
making them throw shoes at each other,
hold each others' hands,(this may be easy for drama peeps, but can prove to be a challege for newbies you noe),
open them up.
ok... paixi can be a really excruciating process,
but little things
e.g singing songs together and going off key can be really fun and rewarding.

八声甘州(char kiat's version): 甘州、甘州、甘州、甘州、甘州、甘州、甘州、甘州
man... he can rep it out even~

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

JCs ways of lighting lightbulb.

Q: How many RJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One faculty to design the newbulb, one faculty to test it out, one faculty tomarket it and one guy to write a stupid E-mailabout lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it inand the rest to cheer and wave flags and bannersto give him/her support.

Q: How many MJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: None. They're too busy trying not to getretained.

Q: How many NJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to changea lightbulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take tochange lightbulb??
A: None. They'd use all their money to employYJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to changea lightbulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what alightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate(how do you think they're able to change it forACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it taketo change a lightbulb?
A: They'd prefer it darker. *raises eyebrows*

Q: How many JJC students does it take to changea lightbulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they makethe male teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: They can't be bothered.

Q: How many SAJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: Huh, wat litebarbu...

Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this?
A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to changethe lightbulb?
A: None. They think they are very bright already.

Q: How many PJC students does it take to changethe lightbulb?
A: F*** the lightbulb lah, the principal will dosomething about it. Let's do 300 jumping jacks fornot wearing the proper school attire

came across this and thought it's pretty funny..

Monday, March 13, 2006

still working on the script.
haha... since doing it, discovered a lot of very nice love songs.
basically not because of me geeting desperate or sth
but because the theme of our play's on LOVE.
sounds mushy. lolx...
but mushy is just so NOT me!
so do expect a crazy love story
which is illogical(i am too logical)

must come and watch lu yuan to support me~! and my class peeps!~ and lep freaks. :)
ops, looks like mok didn't fall into any of the above catagory.
erm and support our president who's also full of crazy ideas
:)

Sunday, March 05, 2006

路过,驻足
欣赏你的风景
依旧充满
喜怒哀乐
你也是
人间的四月天
充满爱

与希望

老板,你也变得很诗意哦。;)
谢谢你的鼓励~
我一定不要为了奔跑前进
而忘了
驻足
呼吸一下新鲜的空气
欣赏大自然为我独创的风景。:)