it's time like this i start lamenting why teachers' day celebration has to be 1 week before the actual day!! and in e midst of all busy-ness. nevertheless, i managed to get a little something for every teacher and i feel so proud of myself.

the gift i thought was the most interesting:

11 tidbits/snacks/drinks/sweet packed in an alluminium try. it's for xu sz wei laoshi and it represents the 11 people in our LEP class. msges from the class will be pasted on the tidbits.

the gift that pulled it off the best:

jiang laoshi's present was quite cheap but looks class lolx...

the gift that was so last min:

ms J's and mr elwin. it's something edible and the can's cute

the gift which makes me feel most guilty:

ms ng's and ms wong, really got no time to shop for their presents!!! cos so many tests and stuff! argg...

the gift most relevent/spastic/innovative:

mr veera's 1.5 litre coke.

the gift so common:

mdm koh's mug, was quite ex! but is e class sharing lah

whew... yah, logging of to write msg for them~

THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my computer is back to normal again!!!! so much for all the scares and panic.
it's all the new mouse's fault!!! haiz... at least things are ok now, maybe gotta buy another mouse. this time i make sure i get a good one! argg... and it shook me up. my sis onli care about complaining. complaining of no computer to use. Track back, every time the com get sick or backfire, i'm always in charge of getting it repaired, finding resources, people for help and stuff lidat that, even forking out money, and my sis just sit and do nothing claiming that she knows nothing. and basically i'm lways the one to be blamed when something goes wrong. i know nothing too k! and she's more com savvy than me LOR! errkks me~

this is something to celebrate cos if e mouse port really is spoiled, i have to change e motherboard according to e repair man i went to inquire. sob...

i'm stuck in my predominent depressive mood now, probably due to the fact that my period haven subside after like... 2 weeks, but mainly due to the amount of stress that's eating me up.
i've used the school's laptop to complete half of the survey analysis and satisfied with the graphs i've ploted, faking all the results that'd be to our project's advantage. c'mon, everyone does that. haiz... wad's e point of pw rite? tired, drained.

i'm supposed to be back in school to edit a video which is due nxt week, but my IT partner cancelled it last min, this morning at 7, cos she's very sick, have got runny nose+ high fever. so in the end i ended up not going to sch and not going for bs. haiz... Mon really must chiong to finish the video cos i promised the teacher we'd finish it today. and Mon... i'm dismissed at 4.30! i just hope we can finish it in 3-4 hrs..

my life's a little messed up
sometimes i feel like giving up
white flag, anybody?

sianZ... complain complain... i'm no better than my sis. today gotta pia PW written report it's a dead DEAD line on Mon, today also have to pia script cos it's supposed to be handed it YEsTERDAY and to be "vet"(wadever spelling) through by the teacher. the teacher must be thinking wad an inefficient person i am.

and the rhur ws! i must finish today. i'm the ONLY person who didn't hand in lor and it's counted for as a test. i told the teacher, :"i didn't do", he was nice to just reply, "You'll get 0, you;ll have to bear the consequences". owell... tears just row down my eyes second after he walked away. actually i did do research the previous nite, but my mind, it was just blank i dunno wad to write. and to top it off, i was doing PW the previous nite til... 3+. sorry members, but i'm really tired. i've got so many slpless nites, doing pw, researching, thinking, trying to add bulk to our file with my share of research the thickest, so that veera wun come bother our group. in exchange for it... what did i get? the comment: could have contributed more. i was pretty upset, cos i always tot i contributed the most. sorry, PMS is eating into me. there're tons of homework piling now.

Just like what ms wong said:"if lidat you also cant cope, how are u going to cope later in life."
i really like ms wong, cos she's so forgiving and understanding even though i haven been handing in assignments on time, and have skipped 3 econs test le(i do make ups) yah... haiz... but i pay alot of attention in her class, cos i like this teacher. the sorry plight i'm in, with everything going haywire.

relationship with daddy kinda getting worse. that day he made me help type somting and that idiot mouse that was spoiled, he "scolded" me, cos he told me to change e previous time, i tried but the disk was lost and everything, so the next day went to buy new mouse, which couldn't work properly and resulted in alot of implications lah!! btw, the mouse is alltronix, so if u are smart enough, u should know what not to purchase the next time u look for a mouse.

nxt week is full of hastles and bustles. as usually, for now, it's back to my rhur ws and written report. i wished mum's in singapore.

at least Jesus loves me. it helps me move on:)

i think i'm quite a greedy person

i want

good grades

good family relationship

good relationship with God

quality homework done

good friends

good teachers

good mood everyday

good money lol...

the list goes on, really greedy. smetimes find it abit hard to balance cos trade off steps in.

PW!! deadline soon. we still stuck with chapter 1!

anyways... yah i keep switching topic, cant get focus just this minute.

TEACHERS' DAY COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO EXCITED!
ok, on this special day, i shall:

sms mr quek and wish him happy teachers' day though he's not a teacher now and maybe already forgot who i am le

buy mr veera a 1.5 litre coca cola (he's addicted to coke)

get ms ng mr wong! (ok... cold joke) eh... haven decided what to get her leh...

get xuszewei laoshi sth to do with mac dull, e pig lah, haha... that video he show us was so lame!

handmake sth for xu xuan zhi laoshi or maybe buy a stalk of kang1 nai3 xin1 for her cos she like so motherly to us.

ms j and mr elwin maybe i not giving. eh... ok, think i not giving, too broke

jiang laoshi, hiyo.... very hard to decide leh... KIV

peng laoshi?

ms wong! haha... high heels will be good. owell. she deserves something good. ok... hand make sth too!

mr chan, sharing a present with cherlynn

as 4 whoever i purposely left out i shan't reveal e secret. heh...

countdown to teachers' day: 17 days

in the end, for the sake of results, marks and recognistion, for the sake pleasing our teachers, for the sake of going on higher education, for the sake of maybe scholarship or the continuation of scholarship, we've sacrificed the following:

sleep - what's your averge sleep time? mine is 4-5 hrs a day.

money - what's your spent on? mine's spent on photostating notes and buying stationeries.

energy - what does yours go to? mine went to frantically scribbling answers and notes

time

resources

relationships

friends

God

all these, are the opportunity cost of education.

updating, just in case anyone thought that i've evaporate from the face of the earth. thanks pple for all e encougements these past days/weeks. things are working out now. :D

this is a special update for walter sim mao xian.

hey~ really wanna apologise for not wrting a letter. lolx.... decor really keeping me busy. yah. and the stuffs you bought are SO expensive. and your letter is really heartwarming. ;) yah, time flys like rocket embarking on its journey to space, like.... known you for 6 years le. ops, come to thik of it, it's a long time indeed... heyhey... remember sec 1 was ur "mei summore wor. lolx... always will remember you as mr nice guy. like even when jct was round the corner, you agreed without hesitation to help me on my math even though it's not tested in jct. :) tt's ur special character trait, unique and differentiated. ;) even last year's chem o level dunno call you how many times to ask. heh.... in e end chem a2 wor~ lolx... really thanks for the help. and though not really close to you, like as in... yah... didn't like spend more time crapping. lolx... but in my heart i remember i have a wonderful senior. and hor, dun like my stressful nature pass on to you k! have more confidence in yourself and ur studies. dun put yourself down, esspecially when A's so near. must regain your cheerful and lively self!!!!!! you have e potential~ yah, and btw i really like e 2 books you bought!!!!!!!!!!! they are really nice books, titles i've always wanted to read but had no resources to buy lolx....
Jiayou!