AHS Alumni dinner
gonna post loads pics today.
ahs is 50 years old le!
older than my dad. lolx..
had fun tonight. :D


this is at mama's house before setting off for the dinner.


lam guangfeng's shoes which he bought from hongkong which i think didn't match his shirt.


rouwei,peiwen and kexin. one batch before us, sitting at the same table.


my batch cds peeps~




guangfeng trying to stand out from the crowd.


there was alot of very very long speeches. and our stomachs were growling. so everyone's holding their copstick all set and ready to tuck in after listening to... perhaps an hour of speech?


the main reason behind why i was laughing this mad is cos guang feng looked away from the cam cos he tot his smile looks unatural, then he suddenly look at the cam, and it was hilarious, we all laughed and he laughed and jerked alot so i cant help and laughed. okie, for those who dun catch the joke, i'll try harder next time. lolx





can u identify who the person on the extreme left is? it's 梁文福！！ his wife is an ahs alumni which explains why he was there too. we spotted him alone(cos the rest went to looks for friends) and emilie approached him to take a photo. he regonised guangfeng cos he watched 林海燕's 〈爱情海〉 which guangfeng acted in. and was surprised when he found out that gf is onli 18. woah! feel honoured guangfeng!


mr chan!
this is my sec 3 and 4 math teacher aka honey.
haha.... i cant believe i used to always fool around during his lesson and call him honey.i'm kindda crazy now thaT I think back. he is a cute cute cute cute family man. cant emphasize his goodness enough.


pei, mimi and mi



mi and zhuhao


mi and serphy


let me introduce... the lady in red
is the MOST INSPIRING TEACHER in my life, thus far.
she is the one who inspired me to become a chinese teacher
who in one way or another defined me and my love for chinese language/culture
who i always thought is the role model of how teachers should teach and engage their students.



the many batches of ahscds~ i think there are more than 5 batches here~

每个人
都来自不同的世界。
所以当你听到某人说：
“我们是不同世界的人”
你可以理直气壮
很没有文化
不用在意形象地反驳：
“你简直就是在放屁！”

two independant circles
overlap to form a third different space.
call (A U B)

triangles and rectangles
form a new solid
call prism

leaves and petals
form a new beauty
call flower

darkness and light
form a new clone
call shadow

north and south poles
form a new attraction
call magnet

如果每个人都来自同一个世界
就不会擦出火花了。

well, how blur can i get?
accidentally deleted geyao photos and i've got no back up copy.
argg...
evidences of my memory erased.

had our JTS today!
was fun and i am still feeling full now~


qing lv zhuang!



yummy! the juniors treated us to seoul garden in marina square. had a fun time crapping. although they dun sell crab.



those at one end


those at the other


the beauties


the best friends


the revival of the classic act cute post


woah! so hardworking? prelims' 2 mths away!


juniors + seniors.
bring me back to luyuan days!


mokky and me.

hey! the farewell's 28th july.
the farewell presents... haiz... still doing
but so dun have the mood to finish them. :|

7 random things about myself:
i am a girl
i have 4 parents
i am very shy in front of strangers
i like chi although am not really good at it.
i like to do handicrafts
i wished i had been a little shorter.
i have 13 makeup PEs from year 1 and 6 from tear 2.

7 things that scare me:
-cockroaches
-being alone at home at night
-when people qurrel
-not having a topic to talk abt with frens and end up staring into space.
-fights with parents
-A levels coming in 4 mths
-caffaine poisoning


-7 random songs at the moment:
-wei4 wo3 hao3 (fish leong)
-si1 lu4 (fish leong)
-fang4 sheng1 (fan4 yi1 cheng2)
-hua1 yuan (fish leong)
-kai shi dong le (stephanie sun)
-hua1 (may day)
- ma de li bu si li(jolin tsai)

7 things i like the most:
-working on luyuan
-chinese (though it seems the interest goes up and down)
-chatting with mama over a cup of coffee or tea
-flipping thru memories or getting philosophical with cherlynn
-practising math (cant he;lp but ponder why i'm still so bad at math)
-listening to mp3 (while doing math)
-crapping in the canteen in the morning with the usual bunch of peeps.


7 things i say the most:
-GOU4 LE1!
-banging the table (action speaks louder than words)
-sorry
-huh...
-hiyo...
-haiZ(and give a resigned look)
-erM...

7 people to do this:
-chenyeh
-wenjie (since it;s been ages since u last update!)
-Quek sEr
-beryls
-yuyang

was half way making wenjie's farewell present then printer went outta ink!
but actually i doubt it's going to be a farewell.
haha... i mean since we celebrated a farewell in pri sch and sec sch
and we still see each other everyday now.
so i think we'd probably end up in the same uni.

JC 2 is the best year of my study life!
although many people may think otherwise.
i think luyuan made all the difference ba.
when i was in sec sch,
drama was bonded and fun and everything,
but i've nv really put my hands in the production as much as i did in luyuan.
and whichever grp i'm in,
the group ends up to be the weaker grp. lolx...
like was in "jian3 fei2" in sec 2
but "tian hei hei" was the better grp.
was in "yao2 kong4 ji4 hua4" in sec 3
but "guai3 dai4" is the better group,
was in "feng2 zi3" in sec 4
but "lao3 wu1" was the better group.
and the drama camp grp which i was in,
in the 4 years of sec sch life,
has hardly won any prize b4.
so when i was first approached to come up with a play,
i thought they've really gotten the wrong person!!

so luyuan will be quite memorable for me.
it being the first time i tried many new things.
and had some newfound affirmation.
all thanks to the guidance of qingliang.
and my bestest working pals!~ :D

OVERSLEPT!!
first time late for sch since sch restarted.
i need to put a few more alarm clocks at different area in the room!

missed Gp lecture because i was late today.

went for lunch with peI after sch recounting abt our sec sch days.
woah.
i noe wenjie for 13 years and zhanting for 11 years.
so long!!
so fast.

had bible study thereafter.
yah, it was on healing but i think what i've taken back with me
is instead the last part where we shared abt pressing on.
"dun trade your vision for sth lesser"
shared with jocelin and edwin
how much i've always wanted to be a chinese teacher.
so focus abt it noe each step i want to take.

clit => lep => zhong wen xi in uni and maybe get a scholarship and study in China or sth.
but sometimes i shudder when doubts set in
things like:
am i limiting myself too much?
is being a chinese teacher too insignificant?
if i take chi all my life, will i lose out in changing career?
and sometimes teachers ard me make me feel like teachers can be quite hopeless.
haha... i mean with good teachers ard, there are always bad ones too.
eh... bad as in those who cant teach
those who doesn't care less abt their students.
but God has the ans.
Jer 29:11
hope and a future.

but "dun trade ur vision for sth lesser"
this i shall stick to.
yeh! i've got my vision!thanks jocelin.
hah... i nv knew that's considered a vision.

went for dinner with cher and wendy.

i think there are some relationships
i still need to work on and put it right.
cant keep running cos i haven got good stamina.

Jiayou shiyun!
decided to act in this line: Jiayou beryl! if u are seeing this~ IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!

got back lep today.
some comfort.
at least it's my best out of the 3 subjs. my placing and grades dropped but i am quite satisfied considering that i gave up studying the whole of hong lou meng and still manage to pass that section.

i've got no jersey to wear to sch tml!
tot dad, being an avid football fan may happen to have 1 but he dun.
aiya...
sticking with my greener than ever tj uniform..

pretty disappointed with econs.
of cos i expected it to be bad.
but still cant help feeling this way after having invested so much time and effort on it yet not reap some form of returns.
not working hard enough eh.

but stiLL. thank u Jesus.
i will work harder.
at least i noe that i cant be complacent. :)

running a capital/current account deficit. lolx...

woah first day in sch and i spent ALOT! okie, in relative terms for me.

$2 on cakes for melissa
$6 on puey yee's, kimrong's and lisan's present
$1.50 on breakfast (lor mai gai + tea)
$2.50 on char kway tiao lunch
$0.80 on ice tea
$1.90 on maths revision set
$0.70 on econs ans scheme
grand total: 15.40
hurray! i spent 2 days allowence in 1 day! tml i will eat grass. lol...

and i am going to watch movie with cher tml, means another 6 bucks gone. and $5 for GP fund. :(
wail!!!
and still trying to save up for ahs alumni dinner which cost $50!!!

spent $34.50 buying a fruit juicer for mummy. that's most worth it!!!

okie.. haha... thank God today passed math!
i nid a financial breakthrough! lol...

i am happie today cos 2 people are happie today.:)
thank God for this day. :)

after reading chenyeh's blog,
set me thinking
so true sometimes we give love
in hope that the other party will reciprocate,
forgetting that,
the very act of loving,
is itself a reward.

and like what cell grp sermon say,
often we seem to know alot of a person,
but very little about that person.
like i noe chenyeh is 17,
study in temasek,
in my class,
take geog, econs, CLA
but i noe very little abt u.
like i dunnoe what's ur favourite drink,
ur favourite hang out,
your childhood,
ur family background.

haha.... i shall strive to know alot ABT u peeps!

and chenyeh, thank u! u made my day too!! :)

this is going to be a really random entry cos there's a lot of thoughts flooding thru my mind, alot of events which i didn't managed to blog abt due to the interuption of exams. so bear with it if u happen to bump into this entry, make a choice now, either continue reading and finish it up and leave me a tag, or just switch away from this site immediately becos this blog entry won't concern u or u will be wasting 0.01% of ur lifetime reading junk.lol. yah enough of my crapping.

i think what's been on my mind most recently is the issue of love.
haha... okie, not in the way u guys may think of it as lah!!!
when a person loves,
he/she shouldn't love with words only. because that's not true love.
i am getting nowhere.

let me arrange my thoughts abit more eh.
what prompted me to say that.
cell grp last sun.
what is love really?

i've been in church for more than 3 years le.
sometimes i ask myself
do i really love God?
if yes, why do i always dread going to church?
how could i even fall asleep during service when paster kong is so charismatic?
why am i not behaving like a christian
not loving people fervantly,
and dun even care less abt their daily lives?
actually thus far i havent got an answer myself.

jocelin and joanne said
that the fact then i stayed on for 3 years plus,
even when there are times i really wish i could backslide,
is because i did love God.
in my heart i said.
the shiyun who truely loved God with her actions
was shiyun in secondary sch.

with love comes action.
i mean people dun love with words.
when u love someone it's a spontenous mechanism in ur brain and ur heart
that u will want to do something for that person.
i think i'm starting to get lost liao.
okie... so much abt philosophies of love.

i need to make a conscious effort to care more abt people ard me.
and i need to make a conscious effort not to feel lousy abt myself.
and what bro simon(cell grp leader) say is what i want to share here to.
"it doesn't matter how other people may look at you, it matters how God looks at you"
"it takes a thick skin and a thin heart"
it takes alot.
i think many people always have this misconception that i have a thick skin,
but no, i am a very sensitive person
and very easily hurt by other people's comment,
i have a lot of insecurities too. lolx...
i am very sefish also because sometimes things i blurt out hurts people alot and i'd regret after saying all those things but will be very embarassed and nv apologise.
arggg.... i must LOVE PEOPLE!!!!!!
people i am so sorry for not loving u all enough. :(

no mood to blog on.
do SOMETHING shiyun