my current mood is turdish.
I feel quite helpless because there are two collegues on my team who haven received their NUS acceptance confirmation. The mood in the office is pretty suppressing. A part of me wished i'm in their shoes so i can understand their anxiety, yet a part of me is relieved that i dun have to undergo all these unneccessary stress and worries. Mind, i think i am very fortunate. Indeed i am. I've always thought that entering Uni shouldn't be so tough a thing, since everyone says "get CCC can enter liao!" but looks like it isn't the case, esspecially so when this year is the dragon year. I should learn to count my blessings. Just hope that they get their reply quickly and the office can be back to its cheerie mood.
On a lighter note,
Ate at the soup spoon yesterday with cherlynn Ng. and the GSS started!! but i haven seen anything i fancy yet.
Yesterday at soup spoon my mind kidda drifted back to when i was in my sec school days. these days i have been pretty bitter with myself for always being the sacrifice of "opportinity cost", meaning - i'm always "the next best alternative", or simply put "second best". But then, i'm kindda happy yesterday when i assure myself that yes, i do have, moments that i shine too. I am really proud of myself when during one of the meetings when one of the juniors said that "of all the cds farewell parties i've attended, i think the best was the year when we had to pull double sided tapes from the air con hall floor" (which is the year when my batch was the organising year and i am in charge of publicity!) hahaha... and i was really happy when i got my sec 4s prelims clit results and i topped the class. And as i was recalling all these, i was glad that i had this one mentor who gave me the opportunities and platform to shine, maybe not brightly, nor glamourously, but sufficient to erase my doubts and bitterness i suppose.
And it just happened that she msged me yesterday about a drama workshop. thanks! for updating me with all the activities/seminars/talks/news etc etc which would benifit me, even though i've graduated for quite some time. :) :) Thanks for talking to me as if we were friends and not with an air of seniority. :) haha... and i was just thinking... did u still have the handphone pouch i knited?? lol... i haven knitted anything since then. And i thought i did a pretty good job!! :P
Oh, and last night talked with audrey which left me with some deep thoughts.. Shall learn to appreciate all te alumnis who went all the extra miles abit more! YUP!!! JIAYOU everyone!!!!!
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Saturday, May 26, 2007
It's been ages since i last updated. Whew.. . Leading a busy and hectic life, i dun know why i am so busy. Yet, at the same time, it's relaxing too, cos i'm doing things that i enjoy... learning guitar, paixi-ing, telling story to the kids at berries, meeting up with friends...
Where should i start? maybe from my current mood ba.. it's probably going to get a little bit heavy here.
The Big Talk about Sincerity.
I tink it's so damn hard to treat everyone with sincerity, of course i'm not advocating hipocracy here. i was just reflecting on some things and i must admit with utter disappointment and shame that yes, i'm a very insincere person. But sometimes i feel that there are many insincere people around me too. Insincere when they are irresponisible. What's sincerity really? I interprete it as making things which are important to your loved ones important to you too. It's also looking into the minute details.
How should i put it... i dunno. it's about rehearsing my story and preparing the lessons properly before meeting the kids which i didn't do....
aiya... i dunno what i'm driving at... maybe i can quote some example...
Peiwen, she never fail to reach the school before everyone does and leave after she's inspected every corners to make sure everything's in place ( although this should have been my job).
Guanhua, he actually gave us free guitar lessons out of his genunine passion for music.
Yangyi, he actually look into what went wrong (regarding customer's feedback), walking the extra mile.
Andrew, he is the only one who always acknowledge an sms sent to him.
i think sometimes i am pissed of by myself for being 粗枝大叶。i overlook details. i break promises. loads of them. i lie. i procrastinate.
and sometimes i am pissed off by people who promise me they will call be back but they dun. who promised they'd help me out but forget all about it. and i am pissed of at myself for being pissed of at them because i am one of these people.
sometimes i am pissed at people for making me look bad. it's just another excuse, i should have cared more and do things by myself. i should have called to confirm, to make sure that things are done. and that if they are done, they're properly done. i shouldn't assume and expect. i shouldn't push the responsibilities. suan le. everyone's too busy with their own life to care about other lives. what ever.
Like what my dad always say, i have poor attitude and like to do things last minute. yes. i have poor altitude, likes to do things last minute, and is unworthy of anyone being sincere to me.
aiya... i think i better go slp, gotta reach berries by 8.30 tml morning. tml's going to be a long busy tiring day.
thanks nyap, for helping me buy the tickets. sorrie that it was so last minute, as usual.
Where should i start? maybe from my current mood ba.. it's probably going to get a little bit heavy here.
The Big Talk about Sincerity.
I tink it's so damn hard to treat everyone with sincerity, of course i'm not advocating hipocracy here. i was just reflecting on some things and i must admit with utter disappointment and shame that yes, i'm a very insincere person. But sometimes i feel that there are many insincere people around me too. Insincere when they are irresponisible. What's sincerity really? I interprete it as making things which are important to your loved ones important to you too. It's also looking into the minute details.
How should i put it... i dunno. it's about rehearsing my story and preparing the lessons properly before meeting the kids which i didn't do....
aiya... i dunno what i'm driving at... maybe i can quote some example...
Peiwen, she never fail to reach the school before everyone does and leave after she's inspected every corners to make sure everything's in place ( although this should have been my job).
Guanhua, he actually gave us free guitar lessons out of his genunine passion for music.
Yangyi, he actually look into what went wrong (regarding customer's feedback), walking the extra mile.
Andrew, he is the only one who always acknowledge an sms sent to him.
i think sometimes i am pissed of by myself for being 粗枝大叶。i overlook details. i break promises. loads of them. i lie. i procrastinate.
and sometimes i am pissed off by people who promise me they will call be back but they dun. who promised they'd help me out but forget all about it. and i am pissed of at myself for being pissed of at them because i am one of these people.
sometimes i am pissed at people for making me look bad. it's just another excuse, i should have cared more and do things by myself. i should have called to confirm, to make sure that things are done. and that if they are done, they're properly done. i shouldn't assume and expect. i shouldn't push the responsibilities. suan le. everyone's too busy with their own life to care about other lives. what ever.
Like what my dad always say, i have poor attitude and like to do things last minute. yes. i have poor altitude, likes to do things last minute, and is unworthy of anyone being sincere to me.
aiya... i think i better go slp, gotta reach berries by 8.30 tml morning. tml's going to be a long busy tiring day.
thanks nyap, for helping me buy the tickets. sorrie that it was so last minute, as usual.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Hello people!!! i noe i am very very naggy. but because i'm involved in this production so i'm publicsing this again. this is the year's ahs chinese drama production. it's going to be good. YES DEFINITELY! so do book tickets early to get good seats! anyways much of the ahs alumnis are involved too~! come support yeah~ u can book tickets from me. :)
Thursday, May 03, 2007
What a day!!!
What a bad bad day.
got pissed by the irresponsible tuition agent from TRUST AGENCY called AGELINA (personal attack intended) who delayed my payment for a month! arGggG and it's going to be futher delayed til next friday. ren shan bei ren qi, ma shan bei ren qi. 120 bucks also want to make me wait so long and put me thru so much frustrations and hassles. c'mon~! i'm onli a student.
then.
haha... chen laoshi made a very big wu long. the chocolate was meant for xu (szewei) laoshi, who sits beside her, instead of xu (xuanzhen) laoshi who also sit near her actually. xu(xuan zhen)laoshi must be yi tou wu shui why this shiyun suddenly give her chocolate. haha... suprised me when i bumped into xu(xuan zhen) laoshi and she called frm lep staff room and thanked me for the chocolate. then it dawned on me that chenlaoshi passed the stuff to the wrong person. lolx.... no wonder when i told her to help me pass the other bar to ms ng lay leng, she said:"is the one who always hang out with xulaoshi right?" and i got confused,thinking: since when xu(szewei) laoshi hangs out with ms ng? haha.... so she was refering to xu(xuan zhen) laoshi.
owell... a funny mistake. chen laoshi~! if u r seeing this, which i doubt u will, u've passed to the wrong person~ lol... but thanks anyway.
and mel keep saying she wanna quit. :( if she quit then i've got no one to accompany me to the many toilet trips, delicious lunches, and nobody i can whine to abt how difficult/weird/funny some customers were.... :(
What a bad bad day.
got pissed by the irresponsible tuition agent from TRUST AGENCY called AGELINA (personal attack intended) who delayed my payment for a month! arGggG and it's going to be futher delayed til next friday. ren shan bei ren qi, ma shan bei ren qi. 120 bucks also want to make me wait so long and put me thru so much frustrations and hassles. c'mon~! i'm onli a student.
then.
haha... chen laoshi made a very big wu long. the chocolate was meant for xu (szewei) laoshi, who sits beside her, instead of xu (xuanzhen) laoshi who also sit near her actually. xu(xuan zhen)laoshi must be yi tou wu shui why this shiyun suddenly give her chocolate. haha... suprised me when i bumped into xu(xuan zhen) laoshi and she called frm lep staff room and thanked me for the chocolate. then it dawned on me that chenlaoshi passed the stuff to the wrong person. lolx.... no wonder when i told her to help me pass the other bar to ms ng lay leng, she said:"is the one who always hang out with xulaoshi right?" and i got confused,thinking: since when xu(szewei) laoshi hangs out with ms ng? haha.... so she was refering to xu(xuan zhen) laoshi.
owell... a funny mistake. chen laoshi~! if u r seeing this, which i doubt u will, u've passed to the wrong person~ lol... but thanks anyway.
and mel keep saying she wanna quit. :( if she quit then i've got no one to accompany me to the many toilet trips, delicious lunches, and nobody i can whine to abt how difficult/weird/funny some customers were.... :(
What a day!!!
What a bad bad day.
got pissed by the irresponsible tuition agent from TRUST AGENCY called AGELINA (personal attack intended) who delayed my payment for a month! arGggG and it's going to be futher delayed til next friday. ren shan bei ren qi, ma shan bei ren qi. 120 bucks also want to make me wait so long and put me thru so much frustrations and hassles. c'mon~! i'm onli a student.
then.
haha... chen laoshi made a very big wu long. the chocolate was meant for xu (szewei) laoshi, who sits beside her, instead of xu (xuanzhen) laoshi who also sit near her actually. xu(xuan zhen)laoshi must be yi tou wu shui why this shiyun suddenly give her chocolate. haha... suprised me when i bumped into xu(xuan zhen) laoshi and she called frm lep staff room and thanked me for the chocolate. then it dawned on me that chenlaoshi passed the stuff to the wrong person. lolx.... no wonder when i told her to help me pass the other bar to ms ng lay leng, she said:"is the one who always hang out with xulaoshi right?" and i got confused,thinking: since when xu(szewei) laoshi hangs out with ms ng? haha.... so she was refering to xu(xuan zhen) laoshi.
owell... a funny mistake. chen laoshi~! if u r seeing this, which i doubt u will, u've passed to the wrong person~ lol... but thanks anyway.
and mel keep saying she wanna quit. :( if she quit then i've got no one to accompany me to the many toilet trips, delicious lunches, and nobody i can whine to abt how difficult/weird/funny some customers were.... :(
What a bad bad day.
got pissed by the irresponsible tuition agent from TRUST AGENCY called AGELINA (personal attack intended) who delayed my payment for a month! arGggG and it's going to be futher delayed til next friday. ren shan bei ren qi, ma shan bei ren qi. 120 bucks also want to make me wait so long and put me thru so much frustrations and hassles. c'mon~! i'm onli a student.
then.
haha... chen laoshi made a very big wu long. the chocolate was meant for xu (szewei) laoshi, who sits beside her, instead of xu (xuanzhen) laoshi who also sit near her actually. xu(xuan zhen)laoshi must be yi tou wu shui why this shiyun suddenly give her chocolate. haha... suprised me when i bumped into xu(xuan zhen) laoshi and she called frm lep staff room and thanked me for the chocolate. then it dawned on me that chenlaoshi passed the stuff to the wrong person. lolx.... no wonder when i told her to help me pass the other bar to ms ng lay leng, she said:"is the one who always hang out with xulaoshi right?" and i got confused,thinking: since when xu(szewei) laoshi hangs out with ms ng? haha.... so she was refering to xu(xuan zhen) laoshi.
owell... a funny mistake. chen laoshi~! if u r seeing this, which i doubt u will, u've passed to the wrong person~ lol... but thanks anyway.
and mel keep saying she wanna quit. :( if she quit then i've got no one to accompany me to the many toilet trips, delicious lunches, and nobody i can whine to abt how difficult/weird/funny some customers were.... :(
This is not a one man show...
Was back yesterday to watch the luyuan rehearsal yesterday night.
I felt sad for them because this year they are so laked of the resources we had last year.
This year qiangliang is busier having to oversee a drama production thus less time to come down to guide them. Moreover, seniors(me included)did not/ could not help out in tangible ways due to work shedules and other committment. At least last year we had a few seniors coming back to help us consistently. However, i must say, our batch is probably more proactive, we seek help, not wait for help to come our way.
Shan't comment on how good or bad the performance is, since their BIG day is tomorrow and it's for the audience to judge.
Speaking of which, the ticket sales is pretty bad.... owell, at the end of the day, a drama performance is never a one man show. it's not about someone selling 50 plus tickets when the rest just sit down and do nothing.
of cos, nothing can be changed at this point. all the best.
on a lighter night,
was walking under LT2 last night, pitch dark. 2 TJCian sitting on the beaches with thier eyes glued on me. i was walking swiftly towards the audi, clad in white top and blanck pants, i felt uncomfortable at the way they were staring(literally)at me, i whized past them. Stopped in my tracks, turned back to face them and said in a frustrated tone: "Why are u guys staring at me?! I'm not a ghost!!" This stunned them and they took a few seconds to recover and laughed madly after registering what i was trying to put across. i laughed at my senseless statement too...
Was back yesterday to watch the luyuan rehearsal yesterday night.
I felt sad for them because this year they are so laked of the resources we had last year.
This year qiangliang is busier having to oversee a drama production thus less time to come down to guide them. Moreover, seniors(me included)did not/ could not help out in tangible ways due to work shedules and other committment. At least last year we had a few seniors coming back to help us consistently. However, i must say, our batch is probably more proactive, we seek help, not wait for help to come our way.
Shan't comment on how good or bad the performance is, since their BIG day is tomorrow and it's for the audience to judge.
Speaking of which, the ticket sales is pretty bad.... owell, at the end of the day, a drama performance is never a one man show. it's not about someone selling 50 plus tickets when the rest just sit down and do nothing.
of cos, nothing can be changed at this point. all the best.
on a lighter night,
was walking under LT2 last night, pitch dark. 2 TJCian sitting on the beaches with thier eyes glued on me. i was walking swiftly towards the audi, clad in white top and blanck pants, i felt uncomfortable at the way they were staring(literally)at me, i whized past them. Stopped in my tracks, turned back to face them and said in a frustrated tone: "Why are u guys staring at me?! I'm not a ghost!!" This stunned them and they took a few seconds to recover and laughed madly after registering what i was trying to put across. i laughed at my senseless statement too...
AHSCDS 公开演出翔鹰2007之《幻。醒》tickets now open for sale. details are as follows:
Date: 07/07-08/07
Time: Sat night show, sunday afternoon show
Ticket prices: Sat - $12/$15, Sun - $10/$12
Venue: Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (near Bugis MRT, opp the guanyin temple at si ma lu)
who to contact for tix: ME!!!
(order early for good seats)
...
Date: 07/07-08/07
Time: Sat night show, sunday afternoon show
Ticket prices: Sat - $12/$15, Sun - $10/$12
Venue: Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (near Bugis MRT, opp the guanyin temple at si ma lu)
who to contact for tix: ME!!!
(order early for good seats)
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AHSCDS (Anglican High School Chinese Drama Society) Public Performance
Xiang Ying 2007! :D
Dates: July 1st, Saturday. July 2nd, Sunday.
Time: 7.30pm (Saturday night) and 3.30pm (Sunday afternoon)
Venue: Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (Bugis)
Ticket Prices: 12 or 15 bucks for Saturday, 10 or 12 bucks for Sunday.
Xiang Ying 2007! :D
Dates: July 1st, Saturday. July 2nd, Sunday.
Time: 7.30pm (Saturday night) and 3.30pm (Sunday afternoon)
Venue: Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (Bugis)
Ticket Prices: 12 or 15 bucks for Saturday, 10 or 12 bucks for Sunday.
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