THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my computer is back to normal again!!!! so much for all the scares and panic.
it's all the new mouse's fault!!! haiz... at least things are ok now, maybe gotta buy another mouse. this time i make sure i get a good one! argg... and it shook me up. my sis onli care about complaining. complaining of no computer to use. Track back, every time the com get sick or backfire, i'm always in charge of getting it repaired, finding resources, people for help and stuff lidat that, even forking out money, and my sis just sit and do nothing claiming that she knows nothing. and basically i'm lways the one to be blamed when something goes wrong. i know nothing too k! and she's more com savvy than me LOR! errkks me~

this is something to celebrate cos if e mouse port really is spoiled, i have to change e motherboard according to e repair man i went to inquire. sob...

i'm stuck in my predominent depressive mood now, probably due to the fact that my period haven subside after like... 2 weeks, but mainly due to the amount of stress that's eating me up.
i've used the school's laptop to complete half of the survey analysis and satisfied with the graphs i've ploted, faking all the results that'd be to our project's advantage. c'mon, everyone does that. haiz... wad's e point of pw rite? tired, drained.

i'm supposed to be back in school to edit a video which is due nxt week, but my IT partner cancelled it last min, this morning at 7, cos she's very sick, have got runny nose+ high fever. so in the end i ended up not going to sch and not going for bs. haiz... Mon really must chiong to finish the video cos i promised the teacher we'd finish it today. and Mon... i'm dismissed at 4.30! i just hope we can finish it in 3-4 hrs..

my life's a little messed up
sometimes i feel like giving up
white flag, anybody?

sianZ... complain complain... i'm no better than my sis. today gotta pia PW written report it's a dead DEAD line on Mon, today also have to pia script cos it's supposed to be handed it YEsTERDAY and to be "vet"(wadever spelling) through by the teacher. the teacher must be thinking wad an inefficient person i am.

and the rhur ws! i must finish today. i'm the ONLY person who didn't hand in lor and it's counted for as a test. i told the teacher, :"i didn't do", he was nice to just reply, "You'll get 0, you;ll have to bear the consequences". owell... tears just row down my eyes second after he walked away. actually i did do research the previous nite, but my mind, it was just blank i dunno wad to write. and to top it off, i was doing PW the previous nite til... 3+. sorry members, but i'm really tired. i've got so many slpless nites, doing pw, researching, thinking, trying to add bulk to our file with my share of research the thickest, so that veera wun come bother our group. in exchange for it... what did i get? the comment: could have contributed more. i was pretty upset, cos i always tot i contributed the most. sorry, PMS is eating into me. there're tons of homework piling now.

Just like what ms wong said:"if lidat you also cant cope, how are u going to cope later in life."
i really like ms wong, cos she's so forgiving and understanding even though i haven been handing in assignments on time, and have skipped 3 econs test le(i do make ups) yah... haiz... but i pay alot of attention in her class, cos i like this teacher. the sorry plight i'm in, with everything going haywire.

relationship with daddy kinda getting worse. that day he made me help type somting and that idiot mouse that was spoiled, he "scolded" me, cos he told me to change e previous time, i tried but the disk was lost and everything, so the next day went to buy new mouse, which couldn't work properly and resulted in alot of implications lah!! btw, the mouse is alltronix, so if u are smart enough, u should know what not to purchase the next time u look for a mouse.

nxt week is full of hastles and bustles. as usually, for now, it's back to my rhur ws and written report. i wished mum's in singapore.