tHe lasTest fashion trEnd

The lastest fashion trend is basically letting your draw string lie hanging in the air when you wear your uniform. Believe it or not, if your draw string accidentally drop out, you would disgrace the school! And this offence is so much more serious than if u wear make up or jewelleries or have your skirt altered shorter than the pe pants or dye your hair! and if u were to be so unfortunate to get caught by the discipline master, he threatens that you cca will be barred from making announcements if you dun cut the string and tuck ur shirt in. *shrugs*

你要看就看！不看也罢！

看吧！
看一个消极的人编写积极的人生
看她多虚伪
看！她多悲哀。


看！她不怕你看
看吧！
看她多可笑
看一个害怕角落寻找勇敢广场

看她多狼狈
看！她多可悲
看一个失望的灵魂寻找希望的曙光
看吧！

看一个飘落的枯叶说她获得了自由
看她多愚昧
看吧！
看她多无知！

feVer

wasn't feeling well on my journey home so i told the saobaos... namely zhanting, peimin and serhwee. and they dun believe me, thinking that's it's my usually lamenting. And now i'm down with fever... 38.8 degrees. and no one showered my with love or at least show some concern, it just hurled hurtful scoldings from my stepmum. should i hope that it get better? i've still got tons and tons of homework not cleared and there's swimming lesson tml!!!

sigh

Have i fallen in a trance or something? why? people i thought i know... i know them no more. this feeling is kindda shitty. it's either i'm in a world of my own, or worse, some aliens are invading our world!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life Goes On...

This week has been rather tough for me and for my class too, probably, with all the assignments and work piling. Many had fell sick and attendance has dropped. We are not just tired phsically, but more so mentally. Depressed for the whole week, and has been throwing temper around, grumbling and grudging and badgering people to buy lu yuan's tickets. Sold five so far. Yes, and was so emotionally worned out i was secretly hoping that i will fall sick so that i don't have to go to school. Eventually, i really fell sick (cold, cough, sorethroat) but not sick enough to be absent from school.

And so... life goes on. woke up this morning to realise i've overslept and missed service 4. went for service 5 nevertheless. yup, With a little little bit of drugery i travelled from tampines to boon lay. but when i entered the audi, wow~ i could feel and vibe and the atmosphere. yah.. so i feel refreshed now, to carry on my battle for the rest of the week.

yah... and regarding all the laws and regulations that's mentioned in the old testament, i believe its purpose is to intill order in chaos. Because the isaelites are traveling to the promised land and the journey is long and ardous (about a few generations), if no proper rules and clear set of regulations are being implemented, the people are very likely to go astray. Order in Chaos.
that's what God put us to conquere. Discipline to conquere my pile of HOmEwOrK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tiRed

I have finally finished my seemingly interminable geography notes and now i have to move on to a higher level. READ them. What make things worse is that they are so disorganised, my geog teachers, to be specific. and now llb's student is trying to bombard me with silly questions regarding the bible just like how Jesus was bombarded by the pharises in the past. aRgg!! yes, and i'm brain dead now. Any attempt to try to weaver my faith would be in vain. May God bless the ignorant soul who believes she knows better when she obviously dun.

心理障碍

今天又有小说测验了！昨晚花了三小时温习，结果今天一个20分的题目我只写了一面半。哈。。。真兴奋，我又可以期待像上回一样惨不忍睹的测验成绩了～ 这是一种学生的无奈，可以及格我就该大事庆祝一番了。

现在实在是大不如前，以前我的文学测验怎么只求及格？！（若这样李老师还不把我宰了!)

虽说兵在精而不在多, 测验在质而不在量，我还是不会包着太大的希望。。。

讨厌。测验。

我只要及格！！！