This blog shall be dedicated to my dearest and bestest mama. Woke up this morning to realise that i have forgotten to eat the two chicken wings she bought yesterday night in an attempt to fill my stomach which she supposed was by then empty due to my late lunch/early dinner of 5 pm. I feel guilty already. It just dawn on me that the three syllabus i most frequently say to her isn't "I love you" but happens to be "I'm sorry". Apparently, apologsing has became my profession.
Agapae love. Sometimes i just wonder if i can love someone as much as my mum loves me. She forgives my clumsiness so readily. If people are still thinking that i'm a chinese freak, yes i admit i'm one, not superb, but well trained, and it all owe it to my mama. My mama gives me ting1 xie3 fortnightly, and mind you, it's not the ten words ting1 xie3, but 2 whole books of Chinese vocab. She's my motivation, and my inspiration.
I believe on many ocassions when i did stupid things out of impulse, the things i did, it pained her. Yet she still loves me even if I'm not flawless. And really, no one has invested so much time on me, be it nagging, persuding, advicing or simply joking (she does have a wracky sense of humour) and watching tv together with me. This is the bond i've never felt when i'm with my dad or stepmum. Nevertheless, they have shown their love in some other ways... Material wise maybe...
Yup, so all in all, We've really gotta treasure some of the most wonderful poeple God has placed in our lives. Express it outwardly, no matter how mushy it may be. Give your mum a hug today! (I'd have to do it the coming Saturday)
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