i always feel so insignificant in everybody's life, therefore, i often question the very meaning of my existence. really, i didn't care about anyone else except myself, my benefits, my gain, my advantage, and having to show the slightest bit of concern for someone else's circumstances will result in my emoional stress and utter distaste. haiz... that's why the self centered me feel so insignificant. i am not sensitive to others' need nor am i anxious about what's going on around me lest it's going to affect me... sob... why am i lidat?!

anyway, really sick and tired of studying under pressure or forced circumstances. how i wish studying could be more of a leisure, sth to be enjoyed and not endured, sth done to keep my spirit up, and not put me down. nevertheless, pple ard me are just so used to experiencing exam stress that they can sit down and study 10+ hours straight.

Qoutes i collated from memory. i remembered them so vividly bcos they're just so true. proudly brought to you by... Me!

wendy: You feel insignificant cos you made everyone seem so significant.

Ronan Keating: Life's like a roller coaster, you just gotta ride it.

llb: humans are forgetful. pple may be sad now, but overtime, it won't affect them anymore.
( she said this to me when everyone's still grieving over Mrs Ang's death. Dunno whether this is a positive or negetive trait. it helps heal wounds, yet at the same time made human seem hypocritical.)

Nike: Just do it!

Mr Quek: #1 Good teachers are inspired by good teachers.
#2 Girls are inconsistence(in studies)because they are too emotional.
(but i think girls are inconsistence in many areas in life too. Just like the saying goes: Man are like waffles, woman like spaghetti.)

Mdm Koh: 日子会越来越好！ (hopefully~ this is the state i hope i'd end up in)

Ok.... it's kind of weird, somehow i feel a tinge of sadness that a teacher is going to part and i'd probably not see him again. just this weird thought flashing across my mind, that i wish i could attend mr quek's wedding, lolxx.... exams madness has probably stripped me of my sanity. yah really... like, imagaine if llb is going to hold a wedding, i may still be able to attend. but mr quek's?! haiz... lolx.... unless he holds it in tjc like the pair of alumni who just has their's during march. okok... i think i'm reallly going mad...
cheers`