Going into one of my usual mood swings again... how am i going to survive year 2?

after watching the 1 min video for dunno how many umpteen times, i feel that we may not stand a chance of winning at all. it wasn't too bad, but neither was it anywhere near fabulous. and many couldn't quite catch the message it was trying to convey. i didn't know when this competitiveness starts eating into me... i really hope we win.maybe it's for the phone, or perhaps for the prestige?.

it started out innocent, with the sole objective to gain experience and play my way through,
budden it got a bit twisted in the end: to win. we've put in our fair share of hard work...
aiya... perhaps i should think of it this way: even if we dun get to win, we'd get to go on TV!!
and that i've gotten to know 2 wonderful producers, mark and sally... for a few days.