busy mugging and mugging
but i keep lacking behind the time tabe which i've planned...
i am quite angry with myself.
here i go slacking my time away.

i have a mission this time.
to do well for jct.
i've got to keep the fire burning!
dunno whether it's my rebellion nature eating into me or what.
i've got to outlast and outplay.
i've got to do better than him.
i've got to excel.
i've got to climb higher.

i am just being bitter.
actually.