i know i shouldn't be here and should be bruying in my mountains of worksheets but really dun feel like touching them even though the prelim's like... 2 weeks away?
just finished typing the personal write up, nth much positive to write anyway. finished making penglaoshi present and zhanglaoshi's present. so much for being the rep.
couldn't do anything meaningful for the rest of the tutors because of time constraint. felt so guilty after reading thru last year's teachers' day entry where i've prepared a present for all the tutors and even wrote them a postcard. i'm so sorry for this years' insincerity...

EXAMS. SCREAM!
haiz. i think even as i got more and more anxius for prelims, i'm also getting increasingly pessimistic. i'm so afraid of econs, it's my weakest link.
and i'm getting blurrer and blurrer by the day. i think i might even overtake quek serphy one day. haha... terrble. i still cant remember the timetable properly, but who cares anyway, tml's the last lesson and the 1st period is GP. our group i think nobody prepared an essay plan... whatever.
as i was saying, pessimism.
on the taxi rid few days ago with PEI i say,
"hey, it's raining and the sun's out (xia4 tai4 yang2 yu3)"
"orh, so u want to tell me we're going to see rainbow?"
"nope, i was thinking if we get drenched in this kindda rain, we'll get sick"
"lim shiyun, u are the half empty kindda people"
yes i am and i am not ashamed to acknowledge it nor afraid to face it.
okie. back to mugging.

last day tml. last day.
last. day.
i think i may miss the class somehow. miss sao-ing with zhanting pei alybo and serphy specifically.
i hate exams.