Hello~
this blog entry is dedicated to mS nG.
its a teachers' day present in advance, since i'd probably be slogging hard one week away from now.



first i would like to apologise for always mixing up ur name.
calling u ms wong for one and a half year.
secondly i would like to apologise for cheekily teasing abt u and mr wong,
but u two good frens really look compatible.
thirdly i would like to apologise for persistantly disrupting lessons and crapping lame jokes.


and then i wanna thank u for being such a patient math teacher,
silently tolerating all our nonsense and nv giving up on us,
though our class is almost always at the rock bottom in the level.
and i marvel at ur commitment becos even as onli 4 ppl attend the remedial,
u'd still conduct it.

i'll remember this nice, quiet, innocent personality of urs
even after i leave the college.
even though i've nv been good at maths,
i'll slog for it and try my best.
which may be just a pass.. :(
BUT Still... it's a step closer to A. lolx...
yesyes, pls do not mistake my sincere tribute to u as a desperate attempt to gain my marks for the prelims math exam. lolx...
for i trust highly in ur impartiality and the absolute fairness in the meritocratic education system. haha...
yup, happy teachers' day!
i hope it's been as memorable a year for u as it has been for me. :D

i know i shouldn't be here and should be bruying in my mountains of worksheets but really dun feel like touching them even though the prelim's like... 2 weeks away?
just finished typing the personal write up, nth much positive to write anyway. finished making penglaoshi present and zhanglaoshi's present. so much for being the rep.
couldn't do anything meaningful for the rest of the tutors because of time constraint. felt so guilty after reading thru last year's teachers' day entry where i've prepared a present for all the tutors and even wrote them a postcard. i'm so sorry for this years' insincerity...

EXAMS. SCREAM!
haiz. i think even as i got more and more anxius for prelims, i'm also getting increasingly pessimistic. i'm so afraid of econs, it's my weakest link.
and i'm getting blurrer and blurrer by the day. i think i might even overtake quek serphy one day. haha... terrble. i still cant remember the timetable properly, but who cares anyway, tml's the last lesson and the 1st period is GP. our group i think nobody prepared an essay plan... whatever.
as i was saying, pessimism.
on the taxi rid few days ago with PEI i say,
"hey, it's raining and the sun's out (xia4 tai4 yang2 yu3)"
"orh, so u want to tell me we're going to see rainbow?"
"nope, i was thinking if we get drenched in this kindda rain, we'll get sick"
"lim shiyun, u are the half empty kindda people"
yes i am and i am not ashamed to acknowledge it nor afraid to face it.
okie. back to mugging.

last day tml. last day.
last. day.
i think i may miss the class somehow. miss sao-ing with zhanting pei alybo and serphy specifically.
i hate exams.

MY LEGS ARE STILL ACHING!!
literally staggering every time i have to get up to walk.
argg...
the 1800 skips.

after suffering from a persistant budget deficit,
my personal trade cycle is finally picking up.
pretty destabalising though,
with a one time sudden increase of money in the bank account.
well, with the expectation of this rise in future income, i felt optimistic today and bought a writing pads from NTUC at 2.40 bucks.
but i've decided not to enjoy economies of scale and be a free rider,
to take a cab home with pei and zt cos after all it's not very nice being a free rider for too many times despite having skin as thick as elephant's height.
all thanks to penglaoshi.
even though my aversion towards HLM and songCi lessons remains,
i must still really thank her for all reports she had to write to account for my poor grades...

thanks juniors for such a wonderful farewell bbQ!:)
uploading the pics nOw, please spread ard those who wanna get hold of those pics to go to the photobucket website in the "link" column. :)

直到近几天才真正晓得什么叫作“颓废”

8/7/06 晚间8点多， 突然重感冒来袭，早睡，没有读《药〉没准备问题
8/8/06 凌晨，辗转难眠
早上 0530 不想上学
整天 卧病在床
睡眠时间：长达24 小时
还作了恶梦，梦见两天后就是econs exam!
8/9/06 依旧沉迷于颓废状态，以为免疫系统能战胜病魔，结果没有，伤风演变成喉咙痛、头痛、咳嗽
8/10/06 终于逐渐走出颓废状态。逐步恢复健康。

totally love this song from mainworks!
here goes for those who didn't get the privilege to listen to my "melodious" voice.

爱你的决心

词/黄冠华
曲/萧永力

你发呆时候千种表情
每个都深印在我脑海里
小心翼翼 将每个画面整理收集
请别介意 这样偷偷拥有你
我常陶醉在你的安静
因为你有一双会言语的眼睛
每次眨眼 都改变我内心的天气
狂风暴雨 一瞬间突然放晴

我只想一步步走向你
在每一个坚定脚印 让大地见证爱你的决心
而你是否愿意 为我点灯指引
伸出双手给我鼓励 让我到达终点能够紧紧 拥着你

totally touching!
小心翼翼 将每个画面整理收集
请别介意 这样偷偷拥有你
it shows a deliberate act of love. haha...
recollecting every moment together.
have u ever tried doing that?
cher says mr rajash said during a lit class that love is selfish
BECAUSE when one's in love, all he wants is to see the other party happy.
and this is suposedly a selfish act because HE　WANTS to see the other party happy.
so upon realising that it's a both loving yeT selfish act, the lyrist continued with "请别介意 这样偷偷拥有你".

每次眨眼 都改变我内心的天气
狂风暴雨 一瞬间突然放晴
shows how love can make the world go round!
it's illogical becasue every act, every move, every blink of an eye
can miraculously switch one's mood.

在每一个坚定脚印 让大地见证爱你的决心
i think this line is the best outtathe whole song cos it shows the leap of faith, so much so that every step he made upon picking up his courage, is so evident that it makes a mark on earth. haha... 应该也唱进了那女生的心坎了吧。

yah, pretty random today. cos i couldn't quite understand how come zhanting and sinyee and melissa could fall in love with this song (or perhaps guan hua's voice) so readily but after i've 细细咀嚼，i think the lyrics is very nice.

on another note, was home with someone(who chose to remained un-named, lol...) after PE. yah, so as my random self, i asked a random question at a random timeing. basically the question is "what's ur most memorable time in TJ?" and to my surprise she(yes it's a girl) said one of it is luyuan. haha... so i continued with another random question "have u ever cried, (because of luyuan)?" and to my 2nd surprise she said she did. looks like i'm getting nowhere. to my third surprise, it wasn't during econs lesson where many ccc ppl had cried B4, hahah... yah to my forth surprise, it was on a taxi ride, woah deju vu or something. (i cried on a taxi ride because of ccc maters before.) yah... aiyah, so the main point is she was so drained at that period that this night when her parents came to fetch her on a taxi ride, and while her parents were busily toking to the taxi driver and in a way, neglected her, and all the sorrows flooded her and the tears just trickled down. haha... so it wasn't as dramatic as URMPH.. some ppl who cried during econs class or as uncontrollable as me who cried like a tap turned on. the MAIN POINT IS: she cried. yah... end of story.