thanks everyone! for assuring me that we are going though this together.
actually every paixi is a very enjoyable process for me.
but everytime homework and tests snap me back to the cruel reality, it becomes a burden.
i think i've cried all my tears so far this year in the past one week.
probably freaked many out.
haha... so sorry k.
i mean...
yah, and dun worry becos this is pretty normal,
considering that i'm a worse crybaby in my secondary sch days.
for stupid things like...
nobody does their desinated duty(for i am the cleanliness coordinator)
and i even throw chairs, bags blah blah to vent my anger.
and also things like scoring 70 for my chinese essays consistantly without any improvement.
cried and cried for that.
hahaha...
so the next time u see me tear.
just ignore me k.

so today qingliang came.
loads of new concepts and new inspiration.
emotional comfort zone...
yexian feels uncomfortable when i place my hand on his shoulder
because i've crossed his emotional comfort zone.
come to think of it...
isn't it the case for daryl and cuishan too?
we're so protective of our emotional comfort zone
when someone invades
we get defensive
sometimes even offensive.
like, when someone's presence make u uncomfortable(be it because u like him or hate him)
u would do something else to avoid any form of contact with that person.
woah...
i shall work harder on the play
and school work as well...