birthday present for cherlynn, inspired by joanne and jeannette's scapebook for bernice.

the best is always for someone else.

at least that's how i felt after having done 4 scapebooks to various who mattered to me at some point of time in my life.

when is it going to be someone giving their best to me?

haha... sounds familiar lzt? (when is it going to be my turn? )

that's probably how God felt, giving his best to me yet having to bear with my tons of excuses for being too busy for prayer, for cell outing, blah blah.

that's probably how mum felt, preparing lunch for me everyday and bringing it to my work place 5 days a week be it rain or shine.

i suppose they are not frustrated, nor disappointed, nor expecting me to reciprocate in any way,

because they loved me unconditionally. thus, despite me being the way i am, they loved me for who i am and not who they wished i could be.

it's selfish of me to wish for appreciation of any form. cos genuine love and giving doesn't involve any form of reciprocation.

That, i think i have so much to learn from jeannette and joanne. :)