Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Pa,

I thought I find the probing ridiculous, if you find things suspicious, you can talk to me in a nice polite manner and i can tell u what you want to know, not in a way that is insensitive and hurting: “ Don’t lie to me I tell you.”
well, if I did bother to lie, it means I am concern about your feelings, I dun want you ppl to get angry over trivial matters, and don’t want to let little things bother you.

This is my list of over the past week, u can call them up to check if u don’t believe
me.

21/2/2007, wed, went to Liling (90996910) baby full month gathering with Swee Fan (90461480) at Bedok Reservoir. And then after that went to watch Movie at Cathay Cineplex with Cherlynn (91251898) her boyfriend Desmond (97802453)
And my good friend Alyssa (96807849)

23/2/2007, Fri went out after work with Alyssa to Bedok Interchange for dinner, then buy Cherlynn’s birthday present for her birthday on Sat.

24/2/2007, Sat, Went straight to Esplanade after work to celebrate cherlynn’s birthday with Alyssa and Desmond til around 10 plus at night.

25/2/2007, Sun, Went out with Cherlynn and Cheryl( 98468768) to Orchard to shop and had dinner with Cherlynn.

27/2/2007, Tue, Went for dinner with Jocelin(93372587), Jennette (97584123), Munkiat (96318743), Junwen (91915014), all my church friends, thereafter went for prayer meeting at city harvest church in Jurong. Said i wa going out with friends ( which is true!) because u won’t like the idea of me going to church on weekdays.

And yes, mum brings lunch for me during lunch hour and that is all. Full stop. And anyway she is not in Singapore since I started work last Thursday, she was only back on Tues, but I didn’t have lunch with her, instead I had lunch with Jeanette (my church friend and ex-sch mate) whose workplace is in Ubi, near me. She brought lunch for me to eat with my friend, and that explains why I brought back a box of suspicious looking unfinished rice to wash to return her so that she can bring me lunch the next day.

And I only see mum for 1 hour everyday which is during lunch time. And every Sat I work my day away from 1245pm – 630pm at the tuition centre in Hougang and only gets to go Ubi to eat dinner. Sometimes not even dinner when there are other activities (such as friend’s birthday, watch drama plays etc) on Sat.

Yes, I save on my lunch. And I only get to see her for 1hr x 5days plus 4 hours on Sat which when total up dun even amount to 1 day. I sincerely believe that Er Yi and you are understandingabout this matter, After all, my work ends next Friday and no more lunch time with her. All the past grieve and failed relationships are a matter of u adults, don’t jumble personal feelings and bring unnecessary stress to your kids, distrusting them in everything they do. Anyway, I see no difference or inconvenience caused in throwing the unfinished food at home, or else where when makes that sentence, :” Don’t throw food (that she brings) at home.” unjustified.

Love,
Your Very Disappointed-in-your-distrust daughter

Dun understand why everyone's out to piss me recently. or maybe it's just me pms-ing.

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