breakthrought point. this i wanna make it my breakthrough point.

So I look to You, so I look to You. No one else will do, no one else will do...

Today's cell was mind blowing, i've never experienced anything like that, or anything close to that, and i want more of that. How should i put it, it was a tangible presence... a connection. and flashbacks, these years... things that happened, how He brought me through. heH... and the naughty rebellious me disappointing Him time and again. and i just felt that i love Him, like nv b4, like.... He's not just my no. 1, but my one and only. touched, yes, very touched, because to think the great and almighty, He cares abt this turdish shiyun here. Love ya, Jesus!

i dun wanna feel afraid that i might lose it, i wanna turn it loose.