JCT IS OVER!! i'm so very happie that i've managed to endure such torturous period. i shall therby post and extremely long entry to pour all the "bitter water" that has been choking me this whole time.

today is geog paper. i tot i'd be the onli 1 flunking cos i totally didn't feel like studying it AT ALL since i've been like... slping thru 3/4 of geog lectures and the notes are like so disorganised and all the diagrams that's supposed to be there ain't there and seems like some alien's creation to me. i realised a trend in this year's JCT: 2 papers caught me by suprise because what the teacher has set is mainly what they've tested, contrary to the popular belief that what's tested wun be tested again.

Back to geog. yes, and when i reach sch, i realised that many people hadn't studied much either.lolx.... on the taxi with Nongbao, man... we were stark contract, he was busily cramping all the bits and pieces of information and i was just sitting there, nonchalent. but one thing i have to comment, he's really a very determined person, staying up overnight for every single paper even though he has already revised most of them in the hols.

To think that i was secretly hoping that i'd fall sick and miss the paper scos i like.... started studying at 5 am in the morning? so this morning since i woke up, i measured my temp at every interval of 20 mins but my body failed me. it has been stronger than i've thought, and the highest temperature recorded is onli 37.4!! so disappointing. so in the end, peimin called to say she's not coming cos he nose is bleeding, and i was so envious of her. haha... okok... still the moment of truth came. i tot i wun noe how to ans and hand in blank script and ms jeba$ would like... tear my paper(cos nyap says she does tear papers). but it turn out ok for me to get F. lolx... and i'm like one of the few who rebelliously choose agriculture and whew~ cos the population qn was like... out of expectation of anyone cos it's not really considered a core topic.

i'm just so relieved that everything's over! but this really signal to me that i've to buck up and study hard cos promos onli 3 months away!!(tear my hair in frustration) and like nomal work, cca and pw will start flooding in... sounds dumb but i just have this sudden urge to practise math.lolx...

Cross my fingers and hope that i wun splash tears or puke blood on my papers when i get them back.