i am supposed to feel tired.
considering that i've reached home at 10 pm, after having dinner with cherlynn.
but i cant sleep.
and i couldn't find someone to talk..
mok wenjie fell asleep, she's just too tired.
lim zhanting also slept liao.
even cherlynn slept liao.
nxt on my list to call is lye nyap hiang.
butden decided not to call him and whine.
so i shall whine here.

i hate luyuan as much as i love it.
i've cried so many times ever since it started.
but then again,
i've probably never done so many mad, crazy and funky things before luyuan started.
i want it to end.
but then again, i couldn't bear the thought that it's going to be over after 3 more days.

the tickets for friday went up to79%
though it's not a full hse..
but 79% in 4 days is a miracle
i broke my record.
42 tickets.

i feel quite lost now...
the environment and circumstance seems to weaver my thoughts and decision easily.
the whole luyuan started being a process oriented project
it somehow evolved into a result oriented project.
and i am so afraid the flaws repeat.
so afraid to hear people say that it's not as good as last year's.
so afraid there wun be enough ppl to fill the seats..

haiz...
it's going to be over.
so happy.
so sad.

i cheated my grp into taking this photo. lolx...told them it's compulsory. it's not. my group rocks!!i wanted it taken because we've nv taken any photo with everyone inside before. it's going to be a memory edged in my heart for a long long time..

i already feel like crying when i see this picture.. haha... the many laughters, the many tears(mainly mine), the many lengthy paixi sessions. the many frustrations..

even if our play is not wonderful, u guys are!