whew~
i am kindda happie today.
i think i have pretty bad mood swing.
being random here.
arranging my thoughts
so much for arranging it, it's messed up again.

started with a nice nice day at the swimming pool.
it was our last swimming lesson and we had a crash course on front crawl.
really like swimming alot becos this is the first time after years that i realise i can propel myself forward in water. lolx.. shall swim more often.

did GP compre today, very happie cos i finished my compre and dun have to owe veera for 1 month. haha... tot he going to refuse to mark my compre on euthanasia which was due one month ago.
luckily he is so nice( as usual) and was laughing when i handed in and asked me what is his incentive for marking my late work.
and i refused to bribe him. (for i am an honest citizen)
then had breakfast with pei.
aiya. since u guys (pei and zt and mok) knew what's going on, shld have told me earlier. is it really so neccessay for me to hear it from the horse's mouth? which i didn't get the privilege to. but it's still really a relief. at least cleared the air and this makes me feel better.

thanks pei.
i think through these i've lost some minor things but really gained alot.
e.g friendship with pei.
e.g realising the importance of my daily dose of laughter (zt)
e.g cher ng who's always there at the right place at the right time even if it means having to curb her urgent toilet needs. haha...
e.g late night chat with mwj
e.g learning to be thick skined enough to make mistakes and clear the air. (my skin is really as thick as yuyang's blog entry which for goodness sake is really long)

ha... my sis even asked me whether i'm embarrassed.
there i shove her off and asked:"what's there to be embaressed abt?"
seriously.

and cher even say, feeling those feelings proves that i am not a true blue nanzai
but a girl at heart. hahah...

thanks for the hearty chat.
i really dunno where i can find another friend
whom i can pour my guts out the way i did. :)
and be angry sad happie with me.
or more angry happie sad than i am with my situations.
bearing with all my nonsensical outburst of cheap tears.
and giving me the warmest hug when i feel the most vulnerable.
how many thanks you(S) should i say?
many many.